Well It Finally Happened

OK so this is what happened I have been living off Mr Man For the last 5 months every penny I spend is his. Well yesterday I broke he accused me of not doing anything in the morning and well that hit a nerve. And I had a complete melt down, and told him how frustrating it was to live off someone else and that I didn't like it, I also told him that I didn't like this not business he signed me up for, well he had nothing to say to that. And then later that night all I wanted was a hug and him to tell me that he doesn't mind me living off him. And that turned into a chase game and then me jumping on him and I got a "back off Woman" from him and that's the last thing he as said to since then. I get a nod or head shake to questions I ask but that is it. And I don't know what to do, just proving that I mess up every relationship I've ever been in. I guess I have to wait until he decides he has punished me enough and talks to me again. And my birthday is on the 29Th I guess I'm going to have another rotten birthday. I can't leave because I don't have any money and I'm afraid Mr Man will fight me for custody of little man and win because he has the money, job and they share a last name. What do I have? Debt up over my head and no job prospects and no babysitter and no friends up here to help me. I just don't know what to do I can't tell my mother because i would just get an I told you so. And I don't think I can handle that right now and she is going to be up here at the end of the weekend and I have to get it together enough to not let her notice. Well just so everyone know life just sucks.