A Mediterranean sunset I took a picture of back in 2003.Ladies, I woke up again feeling like I'm wasting my life, or at least not enjoying it as much as I should be. Mr. Borealis and I started into marriage counseling last Friday; went okay--about as expected. Get ready for a shocker: we have control issues. The counselor is a nice guy. I don't think we have the money for the kinds of counseling he's suggested we need (sad as it is, this is kind of funny to me).
I can't figure out why my brain won't engage lately. I keep getting stumped by minor difficulties at my (unpaid) work and then I can't seem to get motivated enough to get going again. I've applied for a few other jobs because I could really use the money, but I guess I'm really hoping the change will snap me out of this.
I can't read. I can't write. I can't draw, paint, knit, crochet, sculpt, or garden. I haven't even been able to really take satisfactory pictures. None of it is really enjoyable anymore, and my freaking migraines are back. At least it's raining today. I heard there's a chance for thunder storms tonight, which would be nice.
For the time being the current writing project has been put on hold--it's not turning out the way I want it. It's flavorless, like most other things in my life right now. A new project begins which is hopefully more productive.
And the cheap flash counter no longer displays so now I have to hunt down and gut another one,
Alula
2 comments:
Kiddo Mercury is in retrograde. Give it a few weeks!
When life gives you lemons... Have your friends help you make lemonade! Just keep us posted on how much you need so we don't run out of lemons.
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